Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Morning Ghosts

I sometimes get this feeling that waking dreams (what I call lucid dreams that you have once the alarm clock has gone off and the snooze button has been applied) tend to follow me around in the morning after I get up. A hallucination that is still lingering and you can't shake it. These thoughts and ideas keep you in a motivated mindset towards the goals of the lucid dreams. I enjoy a good lucid dream (flying is fun, even if it is a dream), but the morning dreams tend to be current worries and concerns played out in a variety of ways. There are lame ones that consist of you getting out of bed multiple times and getting ready. Those are frustrating and can sometimes start the day off wrong. I had one this morning that consisted of a conversation with a close friend as they stood over my bed and talked to me about what I was still doing in my current living situation. It was strange to hear this kind advice come from this particular person, but in reality it's just advice from myself and maybe it's time I listen to it. Here's hoping it's not wrong.